vinod

Today i finally called Saloma.We were talking on the phone asking about each other news.I was shocked when Saloma told me that she had just applied a job at a factory.and also she has also called general hospital wanting to be a nurse.What happened to the old quiet Saloma?I've been trying to snap her off her ideas but she was still hot-headed and still wanting to work.Im sorry that i hurt you Saloma.But we promised to be there for each other .You and me and the void deck.Thats all.We promised to forget everyone else.What happened to it Saloma?You were the one who didnt want to go out to restaurants and movies.You were the one who wanted to only meet here.What are you trying to do Saloma?Why are you trying to get your life together?Why are you trying to be normal back?No more off centre is it?

Where were you Razali/Bapak?during the robbery,you are the guard.Why werent you there when we needed you the most?I need you to look after me.You are my guardian.Me and Saloma,we are your children.I dont belive in god.In indian god in christian god.Saloma please dont believe in god.Did he help you when you were in IMH?who says we go to heaven after we die.

After i left Saloma ,i felt like i wanted to be at the top of a building.I wanted a place where i could breathe.I rejected and ignored all her calls.Now the boss knows that im an ex-patient and fired me,Saloma wanted to meet me but i was in a very bad mood and didnt want to see her.Saloma wanted to help me find a new job but i said nevermind because im and ex-patient.I dont have much choices and my pay is low.I can lie or i will live in fear everyday,and wondering whens the boss will know it.All i knew was to ignored Saloma she invited me to go to the void deck i said no.Why didnt someone else got rob?

YES,i dont want Saloma to get better,just now i dance and dance to the loud music,I hate my boss Mr chow.Mr chow went i wanted to see him he didnt want to listen then he sack me.I help Ah seng my friend by talking to this idiotic boss but he just ignored me.He didnt even pay us for two months pay.So what if were off centre doesnt mean you can treat us like this like animals.The normal people always get to their pay on time.I want to make a book for myself how to commit suicide and there be alot of ways which i would add in here.