Wednesday, July 1, 2009
| I dont know why lately i've been calling saloma,apologising,start a conversation and suddenly shout and get mad at her..Why?Why did she still care for me to much?I dont wana be cured from this i want us together.yes like before.I told her that she could win an award and when i take medicine i dont feel depressed because i dont feel anything.For me medicines only hides our illness,but doesnt make it disappear.Thats why people dont stop taking them.Why does f********g Singaporean cant touch touch hug hug.i mean all humans needs support and love.Saloma you dont get me dont you medicine control us.Taking control of your life,your mind and run the rick of getting a relapse,no control no relapse.Saloma dont you get it we will never get better.why are you so hot headed.What are you Saloma what you mean by taking control of you?I giving a helping hand.Saloma i want you to know that i dont need job,family,friends and society as long as i have you.And you wont die Saloma. I had enough Saloma at being born destined to be the best.In school at home i was always the best.Everyone was afraid of me.I loved it.The competition mad me go further and further.and now this has happened.I dont want to be part of the rat race anymore.But i dont know how.Because im still a rat.Everything is moving so quickly.I might as well give up. Saloma i dont know how to walk get it?I only been taught how to run.Theres no in between Saloma dont you get it its in the genes,we all have chemical imbalance.We can start a support group make or own hotel.to be continued |
// posted by fatin.. @ 5:17 AM 
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